Everything I’ve done can’t be good,
I never did anything I should…
The thoughts of their faces in my eyes,
I never did cry.
Countless lives lost,
At what cost?
I am the one to blame,
It works out because I’m insane.
Why did I take all the assignments?
Think of their families torment.
In one second I was able to take a life,
On the occasion even with a mere knife.
I was paid top dollar,
Far more then any scholar.
The money doesn’t matter,
Where I am going there is no latter.
Tons of heat,
I will be beat.
No way out,
No matter how much I shout!