i never

I never said to myself I was different,

I never said to myself I was the same.

I never said the way I should be,

I always took the blame.

I always I said to myself how I’ll always see,

How much I feel, how much I see,

What I truly want to be.

I don’t think the way I look is wrong,

Or the way I act and do,

Isn’t for long.

Maybe someday I will change,

Into the way you will truly see.

As well as the one I wanna be,

I won’t take your pain,

Not from her, not from him, not from you,

Just from me…

Author's Notes/Comments: 

idk what i was thinking when i wrote this poem, all i can say is it just came to my head and all i can do is just write it down.

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