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There is something below rock bottom
I spiraled down all the way down to rock bottom I lye here waiting for the will to rise but it never comes I just stay here as the darkness consumes me, I feel it dig me deeper into the dirt, I feel it the last drop of hope drain from my body like the light that slowly starts to dim from my eyes, I feel like I should cry but I can't find the feeling to bring tears to my eyes, like everything else in my life my eyes remine emepty, dry as my now barren soul so I just keep still as I feel the ground rise around me dragging me into whatever is below rock bottom, I feel the heat on my back the smell of sulfur and hear the eager sounds of whatever awaits me and for the first time in a long time I feel something deep down inside.... It's fear and I feel the claws dig in and pull me down further, fear is suddenly replaced with happiness and I smile as I think to myself "it's so nice to feel something again"
jesus loves you
i've read a couple of your poems and they are utterly hopeless.. i hope you find the salvation you're looking for. i used to be sort of in the same boat, or maybe, ocean (in need of a boat.) nihilism and depression are snakes that must be conquered like most other things in your life, but you have to be willing to let go of your pride
I don't think there hopeless
I don't think there hopeless this is just an outlet of my past feelings this is how I take those feeling and put them on a piece of paper or post them I take those feeling and put them out of my body into my poems or storys or whatever don't mean I don't have faith or that I'm sad I've dealt with my demons this is just what I know so its what I write