If your reading this i finally did it, didn't say goodbye there was no time, living day to day was hard and I gave it my best, but without you there nothing left for me in this world, so since youve gone away I'm going to go far far away, dont you do that dont you shed a tear just remember all the good times over the years, say a pray for me maybe help me get some feather and wings and other angelic things, I lay in bed but it has nothing to do with getting rest i use as and escape from all the mess, as I sit here and bleed waiting for my life to drain slowly forgetting all the pain I fell the demons claw at my back as I get pulled down into the pit hoping to hear my named called into the light one day but i know my mermory has faded from my love ones dreams and they're tears have dryed and they've moved on so if your reading this I'm not alright. ...