To be discarded by Destiny
To be obsolete and alone
Misery and Mercy have arrived
Perhaps they need me
Only there is Sun in my eyes
And Sand in my Heart
And Dust in my Soul
I can feel Misery
So why can I not see Him
As He sleeps in the arms of Mercy?
She only plays with Him tonight
And so what if I feel
Tortured by Misery
Jealous of Mercy
Perhaps they need me
Pain follows me through Eternity
I can not bear to look
In His mirror of Pain
He tries to push it
Out of its frame
To attract my attention
One hand carries a Scorpion
That pinches and blisters His face
The other hand drags a looking glass
Through a Dust Storm
From place to place
Mercy is so beautiful
Yet She does not belong to me
And Destiny enjoys Misery
Neither care enough
To Fear for me
Perhaps they need me
Death has a weary partner
Fear slinks through the gateway
And takes no pity on Remorse
I can not break the looking glass
I can not keep them all in the hallway
They blow through Doorways
They blow through walls
Into Dementia or Purgatory?
Or where Destiny promised
To take me...Sanctuary
He is laughing at me
As I slip my Key into a lock
Without an assembly
I can not rest in the Dust Storm
The wind pushes me into Misery
I beg for Mercy and only find Fear
Pain touches me
I scream for Him to stop
Then Death takes my Dream away
Ubiquitous and stubborn
Dooms Day Dream
My only pleasant memory
Was the Sanctuary scene
Death vanquishes every thing
And treats me to a new Dream
Where the Nightmare repeats again
Morpheus lines up the Dead Ends
And Doorways into Dementia?
Then creates another maze of hallways
Where new Storms wait
And this gift becomes a way
To renew me?
Only I am not renewable
My blood is dry to the touch
I can not defend myself any more
Death; Remove your Dream!
Peel off your masque!
So I can see you
He or She?
Carry me through the wall!
You broke your promise
To save my Soul
You conspire with Destiny
Kill my Dreams of Sanctuary
My Soul is lost in the Dust Storm
I lose my sight or Die of fright?
As the Dust turns to Sand
And the Sand into Sun
And the Sun into fire
To burn and return
To Dust
I still pretend you need me
Another betrayal
Will "The Caretaker" protect me
If I Die in tomorrow's Dream?
I will Dream of Death
When Death removes The Masque?
Perhaps I will find the Door to Sanctuary
And break The Key in the lock again
Morpheus will toss me
Into the Dementia room
Pain will squeeze the Scorpion's tail
A disgusting spillage of guts
Recall the fetus back to Life in utero
Death after Life
An easy miracle for Pain
Life gives me Death
In Nightmares and Dreams
What essence has this become
If neither Life nor Death
Then what can it be?
Destiny has locked me out of Sanctuary
Broken steel bones have stolen Eternity
This leaves the third place...
Dark Poets' Society at home
A dank pub of the Two Turtles
3 mocks The wandering eye
A decadent puppet show works the stage
On the wrong side of town
Where Sir Tristan can be found
Searching for a gilded cage once more
Pain has so many blisters
The Misery in Dorian's Painting?
And the Destiny of mine
Leads to Purgatory...