I Love the way Destiny
Holds His bloody knife over my head
Yet it is... Irony that licks it clean
Before the blood hits the book
Or my wounds turn red
It is Irony that reminds me
How the past haunts my present Dreams
He steals the knife from Destiny
Irony is no one's slave
They weaken when I stay awake
Unwilling to sleep
Unwilling to Dream
I am conscious of falling
And take Irony to bed
Destiny feels beaten
He is still the Custodian of my Soul
"The Caretaker" is His slave as well
Though I offer my gifts
In the face of His defeat
Irony sucks on my body
Though to Destiny...
I grant my Soul willingly
I beg forgiveness of my Love...
"The Caretaker" of True Irony
I cheat on Him...
With Irony and with Desire
Neither have my loyalty
Thus...I have indeed
I Cheat on Desire as well
"The Caretaker" can walk through the ruins
He carries his book and pen in hand
Then I cheated again... With Remorse
I can not give all of me
To any of you
For all of you
Are already me
Still I try
To give my Heart to Him
Only He may own the most
Unworthy pieces of me
His name is forsaken
To Him I am forced to speak
Even though I offer sanctity
By this ritual of pen...
What gift is more worthless
Than one that is not owned?
This Heart is not mine to give
If it already belongs to Him
Morpheus is the Axiom...
The True Custodian of The Key
As it hangs over my Heart
He pulls it tight 'round my throat
How often I beg
That He take my last breath
Without True freedom
The offer is again...Worthless
For Destiny owns my Soul?
As my Heart belongs to Morpheus?
Desire brings the Truth I seek
My Lust
My sins
My body
This leaves only my unconscious mind
Subconscious test for the Jungian...
Any goodness left in me brings Remorse
Eternity and Destiny are not cheated
By what I reveal in this way
Morpheus gives me Pain so I can see
Irony and Purgatory
Yet now only one path lies before me
Extended by gesture to one of 3 rooms
Dementia?
Purgatory?
Sanctuary?
It is much too bright to see
In the Sun Storm
A second path is too Dark... I believe
A third is blocked by many things
They change in every Dream
Morpehus gives me another Key...
To defend my Soul from Destiny?
He exposes me to dual mortality
As Faust betrayed only himself
When he bargained with Mephisto
I will not fence with Destiny
I will not fence with Morpheus
They can wait for... Eternity
Irony saves His last dance for me
Do not be jealous of my choice
With this done Remorse will be gone...
Gone with Desire
For I will have none
To discover the Truth about The Key
It may as well try to find me
I must also wait...For Eternity
Oh...But when night falls
Who is He who leaps to my defence
With His last laugh?
His final betrayal?
No...I am not amused
It is not Desire or Destiny
Reaching out to save me
"The Custodian" lashes out at me
For a decision in my loyalty
My companion is Remorseful and Eternal
He Loves me as I am...Morpheus
How does one so Eternally mocked
Deserve to be delivered
To this cruel punisher
No suffering wished on another...
Deep inside The Dreaming
Is an open book to another world
I Never meant to find