I wake up to that I miss you.
As I reveal it now,
I realise the forbidden,
And as I question it, why,
it helps me wake up,
That it can never be.
That I only want the drug in you,
that will ease my slow death,
As I dwindle in an ocean.
I wish I knew,
why I wait for you.
But I really think
you’re only a virtual sip
Of liquor,
To keep me drunk,
To keep me drugged.