For some unfair reason
You showed up in my life.
And whether it was me
Who got you in,
Or it was you
Who pushed your way in,
Whether it was neither of this nor that,
Is really becoming a fruitless question.
For now I have to touch the wall
Every day
To feel a little bit of you
As I sway,
Gently to evade my reality,
Gently to evade the punishment,
For the sin of measurement.
Me the believer in Quantum!
It is only by this wall
That I can stand in secret,
And hush a little bit of words
To take the weight off my heavy heart.
But what do I say? What am I thinking?
Why have I gone so crazy…
to ever think that I can miss you.
I miss you…