everyone tells me that I should forgive you
maybe I could, if you knew what you did to me
and maybe I could, if you really cared
but you don't and you won't and you can't
and I don't won't can't forgive you
I would if I could but I can't
I can't because I resent you
and I can't because seeing you happy makes me sick
I don't know if or how or why you chose to abandon me
but you did and I can't find it in me to forgive that
even though maybe I would have ended up like this anyways
maybe we were pawns in a predetermined game
and nothing and no one could have changed it
but as it stand this was our game and this is how it played out
and I lost.