Maybe I could, but I can't

everyone tells me that I should forgive you

 

maybe I could, if you knew what you did to me

and maybe I could, if you really cared

 

but you don't and you won't and you can't

 

and I don't won't can't forgive you

I would if I could but I can't 

 

I can't because I resent you

and I can't because seeing you happy makes me sick

 

I don't know if or how or why you chose to abandon me

 

but you did and I can't find it in me to forgive that

even though maybe  I would have ended up like this anyways

 

maybe we were pawns in a predetermined game

and nothing and no one could have changed it

 

but as it stand this was our game and this is how it played out

 

and I lost.

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