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WEEP FOR YOU
Today I sat her thinking, yea weeping for you.
Weeping for your lost accomplishments that cause the jealousy of mine. Weeping for your anger which you hold against me.
Weeping for the loss of your own mind while telling others they lost theirs.
Weeping for you, yours, the tears you never show others yet I have seen them from past abuses that cause that reality to blend into this one within your mind’s eye. I weep for you the person who is “always right even when proven wrong.”
Weeping over the heart attack I had where you held your own fits of rage instead of compassion like I held for you when you were in pain. Weeping, I weep for your soul in my prayers at night see the success in my life you said wouldn’t couldn’t be real and yet I live them.
I weep for the weakness you hold as your strength never getting help for the nightmares, flashbacks, memories. ‘You got over it on your own’. Yet I weep from your weeping cries in the night that you fight with. Friend or foe in your mind’s eye for the rest of my days I will not give another apology to be tossed asunder like old rags.
I weep for you, your soul, your mind, your heart. I weep for you, forgive you and accept your apology. I will weep for you to face the light, get help, and move on. I weep for you because your animosity hurts you and your circle for I have been forgiven and got help when I needed it.
I weep for your lack of knowledge, education and all around not feeling worthy of love. I weep for your heartache. Last but not least I weep for your soul. You have some redeeming qualities unfortunately your anger blocks it so much that it hides the real you. I weep for you nightly in my prayers to the Creator. It is all I can do until you see the light and path for yourself. I WEEP FOR YOU.
