Sometimes I feel so trapped.
I feel like I want to curl up and die.
I was told today that I was trapped by my boyfriend.
His roommate doesn’t want him to leave so he told me that
I got intentionally pregnant so I could take my boyfriend away.
I used to just pack my stuff and go
This time I decided that I was staying.
I don’t want my boyfriend to feel trapped
So I hold everything inside.
If im not careful my boyfriend will catch
Me curled up in a cry ball as I call it.
I am so trapped in this state. I cant stay.
I cant go. I feel so alone.
I love my boyfriend, and I’m keeping this child.
I don’t want him to feel trapped.
So I just trap my feelings inside.