The strength to carry on.
Days when I?m down.
Psychic vampires zapping my energy
Tears of silence cried into pillows over the flashbacks, memories, nightmares.
I take a stand against oppressors only to have them throw proverbial knives at me.
Yet through it all she doesn?t make me feel like my strength is a weakness.
The question asked. ?Honey, why did you get out of the Army?? The question I had been avoiding for months. I was even scared to bring it up. Others had told me that it was my fault, even to the point where one had the audacity to say I slept willingly with and that I said rape just to keep from getting in trouble. Not realizing that this is my story, my life and only I am allowed to tell it. Even on days I?m at my lowest of lows. My fianc頤oesn?t make me feel like my strength is my weakness.
Crystals, Reiki, Massage, Yoga, Shaman, Natural healing Intuitive, Remote Voyeur. She watches it all, never discouraging, always supportive. She doesn?t make me feel like my strength is weakness.
Looking at me as? a writer, singer, minister, sister, friend, lover, daughter, and last but not least parent. Her love never fails me. Everyday she surprises me, and she doesn?t make me feel like my strength is weakness.