Months later as I’ve moved on, yet the pain is still there. The realization of a lie. Words said that were just that …words. “Never go through another breakup.” “I love you” “I will never call you crazy because you are shaman” “We can work through anything”.
My heart aches because I know now that it wasn’t love, just a rebound. Your designated fuck and ATM for that part of my life that I was with you. I’m not saying you’re the blame, but I am asking next time you tell someone never go through another break up, please mean it. Don’t break another person’s heart because you need someone to bed.
My friend, my ex. May the creator open your eyes and help you see the hurt you’ve given to others and to me. May the creator bless you with your twin flame and give you peace.