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Just to that person out there who wants to know.  I'm okay.  many thought that i wouldn't be but I'm okay.  I may not be perfect but leaving someone with no true explanation is not okay, but in my heart and my mind I knew when I finally made it back I would be okay.  I lost a lot, but gained my life back.  It isn't the material things that matter.  It was the fact that you had my heart and you allowed other things to control you.  I'm sure I got the nickname bitch like all the others, but at least I wasn't stuck in that circle of dismay. I am grateful for the help by all means, but I am not the person you want.  You want someoen you can control and I can't be that person.  I can't be the person who has to constantly prove myself becasue of your old baggage.  I can't be the person who has their boundaries broken because others complain about people breaking their boundaries, privacy and freedoms, yet they break mine.  I can't and won't live in that circle of paranoia with my spirit breaking. You are right to say the bitch doesn't live there anymore, for I never truly "LIVED" there only died.  I'm okay though. yes honey I'm okay.