Nights spent in shallowed ground
Happiness swallowed
Symbols confusing
Signs luminous
Holding it all in as the wildfire burns
Knowing each day brings strength in weakness or so it appears
The outside of me smiling high fiving going on
All along the inside dying
Witnessing the skeletal remains of the real me
Crying into the pillow top of my pedestal
Hiding my dismal destiny of despair
Not embracing the positivity of a lost self
Hitting the interior wall of lucidity
In the silence I dance
In the silence I sing
Cry cry baby
Let the childlike emotion in
Be the adult in business the child in play
Let go of the inhibitions that hide within me
Walking into the mirror and seeing the person who loves me for me.