FORGIVENESS

Sometimes I get tired of saying it.

I tend to keep asking for forgiveness for just living my life.

You know the nature girl who quit drinking coffee, and loves decaf tea.



There are times when I feel like I can’t ask for it anymore, like when I talk it just gets thrown out, like me, like the trash going out weekly. Yet I continue asking.



How do you ask for forgiveness when you don’t know if you are really forgiven?

Like if anyone knew that I don’t know how to say it and truly mean it anymore.



Tears, I don’t share my tears right now.  It is like I can’t be me anymore.  I can’t just be the girl who loves dancing under the full moon.  I have to take time to handle my responsibilities.  



The forethought of a relationship and not taking the time to look at things first.

I try so hard to be humble yet it is hard to ask for it.

Forgiveness.



I am at a point in my life where I cannot feel anymore. I feel the pain of trying to get forgiveness but not being asked to forgive just an intention of rage and disappointment.








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