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LETTER FOR THE FIRE
This is to just say that by no means do I understand what you did or why. I trust that during my lifetime I never will. I remember you telling me about how this person did this and that person did that to you, but you never told me about how you treated other people that very way. Yet, I want to let you know that all the lies you told about me hurt me, things that you did to my family and me cut me to the core and put me in fear.
I allowed you to give me that fear. I gave you my power. I recently had the honor of reconnecting to my Native American roots, to the part of me I allowed to be suppressed due to my fear. I’m sending you a copy of this letter because the original will be delivered into the fire at the next Sweat lodge I go to as a form of release. I went and got that part of my soul back that I allowed you to have.
You said what you did and acted the way you did dues to anger I guess. I ask again that you not bother my family, my fiends, or myself. You already know I’m married happily to a wonderful person, and that you are not allowed at our house or my place of work. We decided to change places of worship so that you wouldn’t continue sending threatening emails to my spouse’s ex. As I stated earlier, don’t understand things you do or why.
I’m blunt in saying this, however you need to come down off your cross. You have enough wood from “playing the victim” to build a sweat lodge and consecrate it. You are so enveloped in making everyone wrong that you believe no one can tell who the real perpetrator is and the victim is, like the lines are somehow blurred. People know. My friends and family know, even people you think don’t know. Really know the truth. No matter what is said about me to quote one of my favorite authors, “and still I rise.”
I will continue praying for your healing, and for you to get the help you need. May God bless and keep you.
