I want to think about it for a minute.
You.
The one who told me that I could talk to you about anything.
You.
Man who said I cherish you. We are great on every level.
You.
Someone who made me want to believe that moving myself to be near your side was the ultimate and what you wanted.
You.
You brought me back with the past memories. Flowers “ just because” lovemaking all night. Strong arms. Unbridled passion. Powerful Emotions like a stallion we ran.
Ran into each other’s arms all night long for hours, kissing touching, holding hugging, making me believe that we were one again. AGAIN.
You.
Moving me from one place to another and then another in less than a year saying that things were great between us leading me to not just believe but know in my heart that this was not a reason or season, but a lifetime. Waking up going to bed everyday.
You.
Life begins again as I hear her cry and someday she will ask the questions you don’t want me to answer like. Mommy why didn’t daddy love us, or why couldn’t he live with us or why did he say you left him, and mommy why did you leave him?
You.
Sometimes at night I dream about the past. Fiesta, Texas, life, love or so I thought. Then I think about it. I look at her. I feel her and know the best of times the worst of times through it all this beautiful little girl I got that loves me I received from YOU.