ARE YOU FINISHED YET?

Are you finished yet?  Playing with my emotions trying to use your own baggage and lack of love to desecrate the happiness I have.



Are you finished yet? With the lies you want to tell people about me, that you didn’t even have enough guts to say to me, but can demoralize me.



Are you finished yet? Looking at my past and trying to add to memories of what they did that make me cry in a corner at night trying to find myself again.



Are you finished yet? Raping me with words, wounding my rights, thinking that you can just pillage and plunder my freedoms I fought for.



Are you finished yet?  Thinking you can destroy me.  My happiness.  My children, my faith. my love. All so you can feel good about yourself.



Are you finished yet?  Kicking me when I’m down.  Having me doubt my own self to the point where I requested my transcripts on my education.



Are you finished yet?  Blindsiding me with your own idiosyncrasies about your life and your opinions while nailing me to the proverbial cross of doubt.



Are you finished yet?  Smiling over the fact that in your mind you got me.  You got into the deepest part of me and tried to kill me from the inside out.



Are you finished yet?  Wanting happiness, longing for the freedom I fought for, living off my self-esteem you demolished. Trying to get me to give up my integrity.



Are you finished yet?  Keeping me in the darkness of your diabolical plan of action where you need to invalidate me to make you look good.



Are finished yet?  Knowing that I am happy, a mother, proud, married, and living my life without you, as I know that you are finished.



You are finished. Soon to be a person who will die bitter, unhappy, hating people, thinking everyone else is wrong, but you.  You will be finished alone and alone.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just adding to the book.

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