I HEARD SHE WOULD BE THERE

I heard she would be there and so gathering up my strength and empowerment I went.

I went to face my fear.

I went to say without saying it I’ve lost 50lbs since I got my freedom from you, oh and this ass you love so much is no longer yours. It looks better now. Curved, well toned.



I heard she would be there so I wanted to just be there too.

Not to say a single word, but to know I no longer fear her and refuse to be intimidated by a bad woman.



I heard she would be there and so I waited. Waited for what seemed like hours at what was the place we first met, but unknown to me I must have picked the one day she decided not to show.



I heard she would be there, and with my friends , family, and attorney in tow I waited.

I wanted to hear the words myself come from her mouth that she had been telling others about me.  I wanted to show her my child the one she tells people doesn’t exist. My degree which hangs on my condo wall, and last but not least my empowerment.



I called upon the power deep within me that maintains my mantra of I am a good person.  I deserve happiness, and I can and am living my life without her drama, and hatred.



I heard she would be there.  My former female love, and although there will be other times when I am there.  I will be just that there, not saying a word, just solemn in my quietness of wishing it could’ve ended as a friendship like she said when I left that day, but knowing she has not let go of her drama, anger,lies, and to take a word from her, delusions she likes to tell people.



I heard she would be there, but she wasn’t and I just became stronger.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just a way of enpowering myself sometimes it takes a minute other times it takes all of me

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