Author Information
THE STORY AND THE CONCLUSION
Tighter, tighter tighter
Here you are squeezing me tighter
Like nothing happened,
Like you didn’t bring that woman to our house,
Like you didn’t lock me out and leave me homeless.
You make me dread what will happen to our child.
You want to play the big daddy this is important to me role.
You were the one who made it perfectly clear that you didn’t want me in your life.
Fighting, fighting, fighting
I am constantly fighting away the tears and the confusion of a life gone bad
The tears you made me cry and wonder why I’m with someone else.
He may not make me laugh, but he doesn’t make me cry.
What is this passion you suddenly have for me?
How I am now so worthy to share your bed, your heart?
You don’t deserve to miss me, kiss me. You dismissed me.
My heart, soul, mind, everything.
Yes, everything. I gave you everything, all of me.
I wonder what it is like to have to go through life knowing you had the power
The power to control me, my everything, but instead you used it to break me.
Break me from your dependent power.
Bitter, bitter, bitter
Who did you think you were to say you didn’t want this to end bitter?
You lied to me. I trusted you to never lie to me, because you said you never would.
You stood there that same night and told me you didn’t want it to end bitter and brought her over to fuck in our bed.
What happens when you get tired of the baby?
Will her life be with my family because she is cramping your sex life?
Will you lock her out of your heart?
I have made a decision. No matter what it takes
I will fight this cancer that is tearing my body apart,
Even as she is inside me, because she deserves me, and I deserve her.
She has kept me from terminating my life functions when you could’ve cared less.
So this is the story and this is the conclusion.
Sex with you great.
Life with you great.
Your selfish want cake and eat it too actions need to eliminated
Life without you, growing up with this little person who loves me for me.
The best feeling in the world, and I don’t want to miss a single moment,
So I will be here for every coo, kick, cry. While you are alone with your actions.
