I’m not good at this letting down easy.
I don’t do the dependant on me all the time thing.
It’s all too much for me to support myself and my family.
Letting down easy is like the song the hardest thing I ever have to do.
Knowing those tears will cry up, depression will set in, but I needed my freedom.
Letting down easy I swallowed my pride.
I took and deep breath and did it.
Told the person who had attached themself to me at the hip that although they were very special that I couldn’t be their spouse anymore.
It was easier than me saying you know I don’t deal with whiny baby types who attach themselves to strong women just to feel better about themselves. I’m too independent to handle your co-dependency.
So here I go again letting down easy, holding things in, not saying what really needs to be said, adding stress to my already stressful lifestyle. Walking away, but living my life.