Triumvirate

I see him almost daily

But can do nothing about it

I want to be with him

To know him at least

But I don’t want the consequences that come too.

I don’t want to ruin what I have

But I don’t want to give up any opportunities

Any opportunity to be happy.



I see him daily

But I don’t know what to say

If really anything at all.

It’s hard to hide how I feel

But even harder not to

I wish things were different

And yet I don’t want to give up what I have



I see him daily

And I’m a selfish brat

Who just wants it all

Who’s not willing to give up what she has

But still can’t be happy with it.

I’m just a brat

Who can’t understand

What its like to feel loved.



I see him everyday

But I still can’t make up my mind

I’m so used to getting all I want

Like a little princess

That now I don’t want to chose

Chose between the one I think I love

And the one that could be amazing

Maybe neither would last

But I wouldn’t know



I see them both everyday

And I don’t know what to do

Who to chose;

Or even who to be.

I’m sorry if this hurts you

You both know who you are

And I’m sorry I can’t chose



I see you everyday

And neither of you see me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

a bit choppy; not yet edited but i still like it alot

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