I see him almost daily
But can do nothing about it
I want to be with him
To know him at least
But I don’t want the consequences that come too.
I don’t want to ruin what I have
But I don’t want to give up any opportunities
Any opportunity to be happy.
I see him daily
But I don’t know what to say
If really anything at all.
It’s hard to hide how I feel
But even harder not to
I wish things were different
And yet I don’t want to give up what I have
I see him daily
And I’m a selfish brat
Who just wants it all
Who’s not willing to give up what she has
But still can’t be happy with it.
I’m just a brat
Who can’t understand
What its like to feel loved.
I see him everyday
But I still can’t make up my mind
I’m so used to getting all I want
Like a little princess
That now I don’t want to chose
Chose between the one I think I love
And the one that could be amazing
Maybe neither would last
But I wouldn’t know
I see them both everyday
And I don’t know what to do
Who to chose;
Or even who to be.
I’m sorry if this hurts you
You both know who you are
And I’m sorry I can’t chose
I see you everyday
And neither of you see me.