This rage inside of me
With my eyes only I can see
The demon laughing at me, while my rage grows inside of thee
I get played by this hate
Swayed, fooled by my so called fate
As water drips from my eyes
As I eat lies off others plate
I do my best to stay undone, by the hate caused by many not 1
But the voice in my head won't rest
Till I beat them to a bloodly mess
I wish to forgive those who wrong, to be happy and free from this hateful song
Yet it seems I'm being played by a creature I know best
I want to be free and release it from my chest
Tears i fight with all my might, yet the lies stand there with no fright
I tell myself I'll get what I deserve, yet it seems lies and lies is all I've earned
They look at me with so simple eyes
Speak the words I want to hear, but it's a surprise!
A joke that was never funny, a disgusting fake honey
That escapes from their mouth, isn't it funny?
I wished to make these lies true, so I was used and broken
Now I'm just a tool
Pity looks now follow me, when my back is turned but I can see
So I spend these days wondering, why do I fight the rage inside of me?