The demons rage

This rage inside of me

With my eyes only I can see

The demon laughing at me, while my rage grows inside of thee

I get played by this hate

Swayed, fooled by my so called fate

As water drips from my eyes

As I eat lies off others plate

I do my best to stay undone, by the hate caused by many not 1

But the voice in my head won't rest

Till I beat them to a bloodly mess

I wish to forgive those who wrong, to be happy and free from this hateful song

Yet it seems I'm being played by a creature I know best

I want to be free and release it from my chest

Tears i fight with all my might, yet the lies stand there with no fright

I tell myself I'll get what I deserve, yet it seems lies and lies is all I've earned

They look at me with so simple eyes

Speak the words I want to hear, but it's a surprise!

A joke that was never funny, a disgusting fake honey

That escapes from their mouth, isn't it funny?

I wished to make these lies true, so I was used and broken

Now I'm just a tool

Pity looks now follow me, when my back is turned but I can see

So I spend these days wondering, why do I fight the rage inside of me?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Umm, work refusing to pay me military discharging me. Not being able to find a job for one reason or another

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