I remember when The sun used to shine down on us,
So young and carefree, blissfully un-aware of everything,
If I could go back for only a day just to feel how I felt,
On that bright summers day, it didn't matter, rain or shine,
The way you used to make me laugh and smile,
How we played around.
At that exact moment, you took me by the hand,kissed my cheek,
Looked deep into my eyes and told me never to cry,
Because you would never leave me, hurt me, try me,
nor make me scream and want to cry, from this day on,
You promised to never let anyone hurt me again,
Until the day we die, we will look out for each other.
Although now looking back at that day I realise,
my eyes are now open, I wish I could go back,
Hold that moment on pause for the rest of my life,
For although you promised, and you tryed and tryed,
I wish you hadn't been there that night.
I woke from my slumber to hear children screaming,
sirens and alarms blarring, people shouting names,
My room filled with thick black smoke, I fell to the floor,
Smoke burning my eyes, surrounded by a suffocating heat.
Lying on the floor, slowly suffocating in the darkness,
My heart was weak and my body heavy, barely able to move,
In the fading light I saw a shadow looming over me,
Then I heard your voice, as you pulled me to the window,
It shattered into a thousand pieces below,
As you screamed HELP with every last breathe.
As I lay by the window, in your arms once more,
I remember the way you looked at me, took a deep breathe in,
Told me I would never be alone, and that you loved me,
And would love me forever until the day I die,
At that moment you kissed me, gently, softly, romanticaly.
As the roof began to collapse, glass shattering all around,
The fireman was at the window, One at a time, he bellowed,
You kissed my hand,said you will always be watching over me,
Goodbye my love, the last words I heard.
As we reached the ground below, the whole building collapsed,
I remember dropping to my knees, crying, screaming your name,
Hopeing you had found a way out few moments before,
I felt my heart break into thousands of pieces,
The lump in my throat as I found it hard to breathe.
Everynight I wake, scared and alone, hopeing it was just a nightmare, then as I reach for the phone, it all comes rushing back to me, the memories of the night,
You gave it your all to save my life,
I will love you forever and hope you can hear me,
I miss you my true love.
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