I stand here in the middle of this barren land
no- where to go , no beginning or an end,
just the empty footsteps I have left.
As I spin around to find where I lost my way,
all I can see for miles is nothing or no-one,
I wonder exactly where I am, where I'm going?!
I stand there confused for so long, never knowing,
that eventually I end up on the floor, tired,
barely able to move, gently crying myself to sleep.
Then when I wake up I am back where I started,
Nothings changed, I just dont understand so tell me?!?
Whats going on, why can't I see, Why can't I feel?.
I feel like everything has been taken from me,
everyone I care about, What did I do ?!?
I'm sorry ok but I don't deserve this.
No matter how hard I try, I can't get my life back,
I can't find the path I should be on, or where I went wrong,
I'm just doomed to be stuck in this place forever.
No-one to help me, think of me, want to try to help,
am I not worth it, just that little bit of love.
TO BE CONTINUED ..................