Everyone around me
talking, joking, laughing
they will never see
but I'll keep on trying.
Just keep on smiling
wishing I was really there
inside always crying
hopeing someone cares.
Nobody knows how deep their
words run, through my mind
carrying on without a care
hurts so much it can blind
I wish they could see
with every look and word
just what they do to me
I know its absurd
Just one word from you
would make me smile
I know its true
if only for a while
Each word you speak
each and everytime
makes me feel so weak
and like I want to rhyme
But you don't care
if I jump or fall
not even aware
of that one last call
barely surviving the strife
cuts as deep as a knife
slowly taking away my life
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