laughter
and cackles
yelling all the louder
falling all the harder
sober now and forever
drinking
and
drinking
to
find there is no bottom to this pain
pain for an eternity
sorrow for forever
asking
questioning
is this insanity or brilliance to keep doing this
heaven
is to light
hell is to dark
like broken glass cutting my heart
my life severed
my body scarred now forever
release my life
release the beast inside
find my freedom
the voices inside my head are
dark
manipulative
sick
i love it
i feel it
i've groomed myself to accept it
to whom it may concern
insanity or brilliance
either way i'm an outcast
feared like a bad weather forecast