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You wake up in the middle of the night with an anxious feeling in your stomach. You know that feeling, right? The one where you want to vomit all over the place, wondering if that feeling will go away. Once the job is done, you try to go back to sleep. You begin to pray for a tomorrow that will transform into a new day, a new light, or a new hope and dream that has yet to fade away. Your eyes start to get heavy, your head begins to throb, and your eyes begin to sting. How can you really like someone who refuses to give you the attention you deserve? How is that possible? You have attachment issues.

ATTACHMENT.

A fragile word with many meanings behind it. You met a person, a man that treated you with respect, affection, and dignity. You see yourself with him for a long time. You have only met him two weeks ago but you are so crazy about it. He is on your mind all the time. You have never felt so connected to a human being in a long time, despite all your insecurities, he made you feel like a real woman that night.

After that night, on a Wednesday, was the last time you have ever spoke to him. You begin to feel like you have done something wrong. You begin to ask him if he is angry but you get no response. You feel like you are talking to a brick wall. You tell your friends about it, but they tell you stay hopeful and that he will come around.

He has not.

You begin to message him, asking him to tell you how he feels about you. He never does. He opens your message but does not reply. Something dies inside you, as if you are not worthy enough of his time and attention. You message him again, hoping he would tell you what is wrong.

He does not.

You need to realize that you need to let go and move. Why are you so afraid to let go? Just let go, not only for your body, but also for your MIND.