You are growing in my subconscious,
Slowly creeping to my consciousness.
You appear in my dreams
All strong, gracious and yet
Vulnerable.
You're holding yourself, steadfast
Yet I know that you're breaking apart.
Sitting, fidgeting, your brows furrowed
No one dares to reach in -
Adrift. Invisible. Lost.
I walked up to you, unsure if you know me.
I'm inside my own dream after all.
I called your name and you looked at me
As if I am your salvation.
God, you are beautiful.
You held my hand, pulled me to the corner,
You spoke but I barely hear the words
Like someone has a remote control
Turning the volume down
To a mute.
I stood there, drowning in you.
You are unforgiving - and I don't mind.
After you've confided, I caught a little smile
And I let myself marinate in that happiness
For a while.
Annoying 'buzz'...it's 6:55am.
I woke up bedazzled, confused.
Snoozed, wanting, craving for more.
But I couldn't go back.
Truth is - I've always known where to find you.
P.S.
If we are a 'matching type' test for the Universe,
Can't the stars draw a line that connects
Your constellation to mine for eternity, already?