Why can't i cry myself to death, to let it wring around my head, to escape and slowly draw me down as the tears dry on the ground.
Why can't I just play out the game and have the last sand distain with all that is and every grain dry on the ground.
With all that is and all that isn't converting with out a soul i just want to go below and be nore more and be nore more dry on the ground.
Let me please go under it without so much as a wet cheek to vanish poof and be no more dry on the ground, dry on the ground.
I think i died years ago why hasn't my body faded away why haven't i stopped moving, why isn't the reaper coming ... i died years ago inside, why not outside too, why haven't i found peice, why isn't there peace ...