I had dreams again last night, but I know a way to make them stop ... the warm feelings, the pain free, the hapiness ... I can make it all stop with one small bottle. If I could stop all the dreams so easily why don't I, am I too much of a coward that I can't go threw with something as simple as a sip?
Maybe I can sow my eyes shut and put on rose color glasses, see no evil, only what I want. I could also sow my mouth so no more would I speek evil, it could be very nice in that darkness and silence that would create.
Tonight I go to the bondage club, I guess I should at least wait till i'm there to have that drink...