The fog outside has invaded my mind. I am lost in it as one would be lost in a forieng place. I know where I am but not who I am and I have lost all feeling of self. The world around me keeps plugging on withh no hint that it misses me. I am truely worthless in this world of ours, lost in an eternal fog of tears and pain.
I want to be swept away by the fog, not to have to think or feel in the fog, to sing and dance without a care in the fog, to close my eyes and die in the fog. Let me never leave this blissful fog of my mind and heart, where i can pretend that everything is alright. Let me finish life in this fog of non-reality that is so much nicer than the truth.