well it's christmas even and i'm along again
so far away from home again
all the things done before are done again
and i have gifts to wrap again
santa will come with a ho ho ho again
and i will be alone again
everything is happening again
and again
and again
i want to break the monotony again
get out of this rut again
but i don't know how again
and i say tomorrow will be different again
the ice man cometh again
and presents to be unwrapped again
drinks to be drunk again
and again
and again
again and again things happen again
such a tedeouse life again
i want it al to end again
another chistmas alone again.
I too am alone at Christmas... So I wrote this poem for you.. Probably makes not a lot of sense.. but a small gift to you from me... This Christmas Eve day...
Marica
In response to poem 12-24-2003
Dedicated to >>> A Reddel <<<
Christmas ... alone again
Christmas ... alone again
Without those who mean so much
Wishing to be close enough
To reach out and touch.
Events in my life
Have robbed me of chance
So at Christmas time
Alone I must dance.
Free to come and go
as I choose
Yet I am prisoner
Of Christmas blues.
Not by choice
Not by desire
That I am all alone
In this mire.
What might I change
What might I do
To chase away
The Christmas blues?
I have no answers
No brilliant visions
I can only pray
GOD, has HIS reasons.