Was I what I feared the most, a nameless faceless person
some one from nothing came and into nothing went.
Was I what I wanted to be, a person of no past
nothing to hodl me back of taint the future.
Can you be both your dream and your nightmare
walking a thin grey line of indiference to all
Watching and acting but never seeing or interacting
until it is all said and done.
What demon can be all within, the temptation of the fruit
I partook of that forbiden fruit and learned what i should have
Damned forever in a sea of what if maybes and could have beens
Forever to wonder if it may have been possible to live
Forever and always eternally cursed, doomed damned and blessed
Doomed to wander, damned to wonder, blessed to do it for all time
Some imortality this hell be.