The dark Half (Questions without answers)

Is there a reason for how I am?

Is my hollowness for my own good?

Is there some unknown reason for how I am?

Is this an evil I seek or do I seek a good?



What does emotion bring with it?

What can come of fealing pain?

What if the pleasure isn't enough to be worth it?

What whould happen if I am destine to feel only pain?



Can I find a light with in?

Can I destroy the armor around me?

Can there be anything to be found within?

Can I finish this search for Me?



Am I to ever know myself?

Am I destine to never truely feel?

Am I alone in this place with myself?

Am I going to know if I feel?



How can someone know if they are?

How can I know if I do?

How can you know what they are?

How will I recognize if I do?



Where do I look for the answers?

Where can I find who I need?

Where do I want to find the answers?

Where do I get what I need?



When will I find the chink in this shell?

When will I know where it started?

When can I break through this shell?

When will I know I have started?



Do I seek a thing that is dark?

Do I look for an apple to bite?

Do I want to feel if it is dark?

Do I take the bite?



Will someone catch me if I fall?

Will I end up alone when this is over?

Will I make it or trip and fall?

Will I know when this is over?



Must I seek out aid from others?

Must I walk the world numb?

Must I stay away from others?

Must my heart stay numb?



Are there any answers to be found?

Are the questions I ask wrong?

Are my feelings anywhere to be found?

Are my actions wrong?



Is there an end?

What is it?

Can I find it?

Am I near?



How will it be?

Where is it?

When will this end?

Do I end?



Will I see it?

Must I look?

Are these things right?

I seek answers...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

self doubt, a recuring theme ...

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