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I sit in the room my door locked an out of nowhere they start "Haily come play" I start to shake and my arms itch burn and tingle they start up again "hunny your day was bad one little cut won't hurt we miss your skin" I scream at them "NO STOP IT I DON'T NEED YOU AMYMORE!" they laugh at me taunting me "don't need us? Your crazy this is coming from the girl who used to play with us everyday a cut here and there sometimes twice you need us!" I start to cry and shake unable to control my breathing 
A nock on the door and my aunts voice "Haily hunny are you okay?" I can barley talk over there voices "y-yes" I choke out then crawl out of bed to get ready for the next day. 
I sit in school laughing and joking with my friends when they start "did you hear that? They hate you out here their laughing at you. Your worthless come play with me" I start to shake and look around and relies yes they hate me and stop talking for the rest of the day my friends notice "Haily are you okay?" I smile and laugh softly "I'm fine guys don't worry about me" they don't see the pain behind my eyes and can't see through my lies.. It's so hard out here I need my voices to live...
I lay in bed that night and they start again "Haily come play" I break down into tears and reach for my blade " yes yes of corse il play I need you!" I cut deep into my skin and stop crying. 
The next day everyone ask "Haily are you okay?" I smile and laugh "guys no I'm not I cry myself to sleep and can barely talk without crying" they laugh "your so funny Haily!" I stare at them.. Can they not see? I pull down my sleeve as the voices start to laugh at me again and I close my eyes fast. 
"please stop."