Strolling along the waters of darkness and light,
the waters of so many lovers,
and so many heartbreaks.
My head wondered of which I'll be,
A lover?
or a broken heart?
Impulses triggered my lonely hands,
To reach for yours?
or to back into the pockets forever?
For your hands I reached,
Your hands that did not reject,
Yet did not behold.
My heart and soul wonders,
From my head to toe,
Of what your thoughts and what your feelings were.
Towards me of course!
And towards many things,
that I did not understand.
Perhaps it was the time,
Perhaps it was the occasion,
And perhaps it was just you.
That caused the inhibitor to remove,
The key to unlock,
And opened the gates to my heart.
Maybe it was me,
Or maybe it was the waters,
And maybe it was just and impulse.
My head swirled,
As the moon and the stars blinked shyly,
as my cheeks burned silently.
Will this ever end?
Unfortunately it did,
On that now empty bench.
Where we sat and stared,
In to nothing that we cared for,
Knowing that any minute will be the end.
Where we thought of nothing,
spoke of nothing,
and felt of nothing.
Was it nothing?
Was it love?
Was it anything?
Was it acceptance?
Was it real?
or Was it only a game?
Now that the chance is over,
I dont know what to think,
Only knowing that I have done right.
To stay as we were,
To be what we were,
To be you and to be me.
To end all thoughts,
I've written this down,
Becomes a closure for our never beginging love.