Sitting here in my seat,
memories of nights of studying came flooding back.
Shivering with fear I bowed my head,
remembering the red marks on the tests as a classmate threw them on my desk.
Tears came pouring out of eye sockets blurred my vision,
dont want to see the disappointment on my parents' faces.
Anger fills my head,
"YOU ARE SO STUPID!" my brain cries.
What is the matter with me?
Author's Notes/Comments:
I have a fear against disappointment and failour. I always have to prove that I can do better, but when I cant... achieve wat I aimed for, I die. And my parents always get so disappointed in me that it always makes me feel so worthless and so stupid... I often ask myself, why cant I be more like my older sister? (who's perfect by the way) They ask the same question and I always hate them for compareing me to her, but right now...I am the one who's compareing...
