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Well then Good Luck
Why are you so serious? Well then, talk, I'm listening. Oh, it's about that again? I already told you I'm alright. Don’t look at me like that, I’m a good woman, and mother. I’ve never let you down, have I? Oh, come on that was one time, let it go… and I didn’t mean to ignore you… I was busy… playing a little… you know it is like my escape. What do you mean from what? From everything, from responsibilities, and life. When the game starts I feel a rush come over me; adrenaline, it is addictive... What? No, I’m not addicted. I just said it is. I can stop whenever I want. It’s just that I don’t want to, and I’m not hurting anyone, right? Why do you keep looking at me like that? Of course I can stop. You might be my daughter but you have no right to talk to me like that. Nor you or your sister can go around bossing me. It’s my life, my money, and my choices. It doesn’t affect any of you in anyway. Hey, wait, what? Oh come on don’t cry, don’t be such a baby. Why are you crying? Talk like a normal person, I can’t understand what you’re saying… Don’t involve your father, rest in peace, in this. I know he gave me everything I have, even now, but where do you want to go with this? Disappointed? Disappointed?! How dare you say something like this?! YES I KNOW! I know. I know… he is, well was, the love of my life, you know that. Don’t say he would be disappointed, it hurts too much. Look at what you’ve done, now you’ve made me cry. I know that I have too many debts, but I’ll pay them. What do you mean that I won’t be able? The bank did what? Are you… Dear Lord, what am I going to do? That kind of people are capable of anything in order to get their money back. What am I going to do? No, I don’t need help. I need no shrink; I ain't crazy. I just said I don't want to. So you think going to that... psychologist or whatever will help me to stop. Well then I can’t stop! I’ve really tried, but I can’t. It is impossible for me; I NEED IT. You can’t understand, and you never will.
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