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2 Months
Every day goes slower than the last one
Every fucking week goes slower than the last one
Panic, panic, panic, panic
I've lost everything now I'm panicking
No reset button now I'm panicking
My disillusionment has abandoned me now I'm panicking
Crystal clear, plain as day
I became a monster, I begged it to stay
I made unfair trades, disregarded her way
Made sure every piece of her heart, that could still love today
Was broken to nothing and I just kept on chugging
What a waste I was
And I still am one
I just lay down love
Like it's some kind of fun
I've become porcelain
Now she's seeing other men
I'm ready to crack
While they're both getting back
And he's staring her up and down
Who know's what she's thinking now
I'm trying to choke myself out
She's giving herself what she wants
My heads too clogged up to care
What I'm writing
Or how well it flows
