How can I just be so perfect myself
When a fuck up is all I am
To be?
You!
You angel!
You star!
You trace the pictures in my head with fantasy!
You're picture
To me
What beauty!
What magic!
It's perfect
It's everything
I cannot be
For I my friend!
Am addicted!
To pretending to be
Everything that you could ever want.
Stare
Into my eyes
You'll see
That I'm fucked up again
And you'll be
So disappointed in me
If you see this you'll know
That you truly are who
I think of
When I'm fucked up
And begging for more
Oh sweet darling
Sweet angel
To me you can see
That a fabric misconception of you I've created
For myself
For myself
I'm so fucked up
You're so perfect.
You're so perfect
You're so perfect.
You're so perfect
You're so perfect
You're so perfect.
You're so perfect
You're so perfect
You're everything that I will try to be.