well im pretty sure
im bipolar
a schizofrenic mess
like my father was
I dress like another
type of guy that you've seen
stumbling up and down your street
and my hair
is long and hangs like the people
that you've read of in history books
put on trial for questionable
actions and past histories
of violence
My pockets stocked full of paper
typewritten words
cover parchment reading out loudly
phrases and sayings
that you've heard around
quoted by criminal masterminds
with agendas and a resume that puts the chills
along your spine
My time spent patiently waiting
for suffocating children to keel over
a chair only wanting to cry out for a mother
that was never there
when they needed her to be
and my mouth like theirs
sewn shut and put up on a shelf
in a jar like the cookies they reached at
for a necessary sugar fix was in order
The next step in their lives
My existence thought out before
closely resembling a
native born
in the dirt