Put it Back on the Shelf

2 hours

sit back

"relax"

I can't

do

it...

First day

stand up

sit down

breathe...

Not a word to anyone

I don't know them

They don't know me

my back fucking kills

lost now

look at me

lost now

attention is

lost now

I need you here

everybody grow up

wake up

be real

I need you here

I miss you

Look at me again.

Everybody grow up

breathe...

"relax"

I can't

do

it.

Still here

laughter

2 hours

breathe...

grow up

shut up

I need to get away

I miss you so much

we need to get away

fingernails are black

I can't stand to look

at my hands

they're beaten up

battered

tattered

marked.

Nobody cares

I see now how

the world is spinning round

spinning backwards

sideways

upside down.

Where is it?

lost now

attention is

lost now

no more love

can't stand it

beat down

torn away

dumped in a garbage can

they're gone.

Everybody's hostile

no more love.

Too much time

don't want to change

just want to get away

with you.

Everybody grow up

Everyone succeed

Everybody fucked up

Nobody but me

I'm beat down

broken

tattered on the floor

"relax"

I still can't fucking do it

Breathe, relax,

My world is spinning

down a toilet

flushed it hard

and didn't stop it

broken

battered

tattered

torn

This isn't over

I'm all and worn

One long day

I wish you were here.

I hate chalk.

I hate it when they talk.

Everybody grow up

Everybody stop.

"relax"

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lonelymemories's picture

Dang...This has a lot f feeling in it.... A little confusing but I get it..its reallly good...