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I can not feel anything anymore. I tried to be human, like I pretended before. But this life is too decieving, and lets my skin show. Will he see me like the others, and follow the flow? Tell me that forever, is a short time away. I want to fall asleep, and fade this heart away. You can have this broken piece, a soul that will not breathe. I tried to give her everything, just so you'd never leave. I am giving up this moments' fight, I do not have the skill. I want to sleep, to make things right, this broken spirit is ill. I can not feel you anymore. I do not mean the same. I wandered in with my heart in it's beat, but it wasn't prepared for the fame. I follow you to the lonely ends, around the corners, around the bends. I can not remember what is here anymore, please forgive the above, so I can not show. I can not believe I am falling like before, please forgive the above, so my moment can go.

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i can not explain it. but i feel i am doing everything wrong. please forget what was written here. i already don't remember what i wrote.

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reco/debersharack/don juan's picture

I definitly have been here before this is a very well written and heartfelt poem I often forget what i'VE WRITTEN also but once I've done it I feel alot better thanks for the great read

Jerry Peterson's picture

Rachael .. My dear I never remember what I write either. And I do not think you need forgiving What you wrote is very personal to you and very deeply sad.I felt both. I also felt despair of hope. I felt your worry . THAT is what we write for my dear . For that and to ease our own pain by loosing the words.. It will pass... JEP