It won't be an honerable death.
I won't go out wrestling a Kodiak bear or
Breaking the land speed record in a race car.
I won't be buried in Arlington
National
Cemetery
Like
Some great general
Who led the war effort for America.
And I won't be remembered
Like Picasso or Matisse
Or the assassin who started World War 1.
Most likely,
It will be pathetic
Like the rest of them, my death.
I will go kicking and screaming
Through tears
That I'm not ready to die
To the punch drunk nurses
And the cynical doctors.
And I will most likely
Be buried in an unmarked grave,
Or they will incinerate me
And spread my ashes in a dumpster.
I don't think much of death because I don't think much of life.
Chalk it up to faith, I guess.
I don't stop when they report a big plane crash.
I don't slow down on the highway
At the sight of a car accident.
I value life, but I'm not in love with it.
It's been a hard life.
A five dollar name for a two cent life, I like to say.
Andrew Walter Prout IV lived here. He
Slept with women, wrote a few books, loved
His mother vehemently, got arrested a few times
And dropped out of three Universities...
Never saw Paris.