I look back now,
grieved to see
a crossless christianity,
dying to myself
occasionally,
when i had no choice,
or it was
almost easy~
I see the pain
i felt, & spread,
self-righteous,
thinking i was Spirit-led,
grieving the One
who died for me,
causing Him shame,
i finally see~
~But i remember
what i used to know,
"Mercy triumphs
over judgement," so
to His throne of grace
i boldly come,
no longer
cold,
or blind,
or numb,
& i climb down, broken,
from my heart's throne,
wanting Him to reign
in me,
alone~
~*~
~By Anastazia Rowe~
this is awesome! i love it!
God bless~