Changes, losing what’s left of a perverted reality
Cast away by sinner’s hands I yearn to be free
Learning from the world this is not where I want to be
(I can never restart my black slate clean)
Please release me to the darkness ahead
The razor (my sanctuary) wherein I have fled
Forget every word I have ever said
Please let my blood flow (a deep painful red)
All my love stripped and coated with hate
(I’ve always tried to avoid this fate)
even in my last seconds I pray it not be too late
(Forgive me) These thoughts return to my subconscious hate