Taking hold with a heart so cold
Gave up on happiness with one soul now sold
Rivers of blood flow from the mountain of life
With every new curse sharpens suicide knife
Pulling the walls and breaking ignorant laws
Too many scars from all the perfected flaws
So close the triumph and life victory
The ecstasy of death choked fantasies
A silent whisper prays forgiveness
Hoping release from growing distress
A hate-filled beast with a glowing heart
Molded and transformed with love tore apart
Gave up on everything but memories
Of broken loves and tragedies
A building pressure deep inside
Pain oozes from every false confide
Loosing touch of this ever changing reality
Adapting to your constant infidelity
Tearing into pieces skin decaying away
The ocean pulls me to memories of yesterday
The currents have spoken I’ll soon disappear
I silently thank god death is hear
it's weird what we think before we die