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What I Have Now Become
There is so much animosity
Running through my veins
So many things that I can’t look past
Too much is still the same
I spend everyday drowned in hatred
It gives me the solace to live
It feeds on my soul and continues to grow
But can I ever forgive?
(no)
Why can’t I move past this
My heaven trapped in hell
So much pain for every second of bliss
This withered soul I will sell
I look deep with disgust
In the mirror I behold
My lust for sulfur my lust for pain
My lust for life becoming cold
The razors lay forgotten
And I won’t look back
One way out blocked, I’ll find another
I must complete my suicide pact
Look deep into my eyes
I’ll shoot daggers down your spine
Try to win, your logic surmise
Your lies upon lies intertwined
Yet everyday I watch with loathing
Observing the weak within this race
My mind is clouded with apathetic hate
We are nothing more than the human waste
Hope means nothing, it’s just a raped memory
Love is a game so cruelly played
There is no one left that can help me
All words of mercy are worn and frayed
So I lay back and let the crows feast
Serrated beaks ripping at my carrion heart
Darkness consuming this emotional beast
Ripping all empathy apart
The freezing chills of loneliness returns again
I welcome back my only friend
Your sympathy is just another diatribe
Patiently waiting for it all to end
